Sometimes Life Gets The Best Of You…

It’s been quite the week, lots and lots and lots of good things, but I still have been struggling. First off this little cutie turned one! Those eyes…


I can’t believe it, it has been the best yet the hardest year of my life. Olivia made me a mom, something I didn’t think would ever happen, and she has taught me so much about love and patience and how to believe in myself a little more than I do. Her daddy is pretty great too, he has been my biggest cheerleader. When I feel like a failure yet again and am in tears yet again, he is there to reassure me. I sure love the both of them.


We had lots of family in town for her birthday and it was great. First sucker, first balloon, picnics, swinging, pizza, a bbq and a party for Olivia. It was so great to have so many people we love want to celebrate this little girl with us. And I was loving having family around because let’s be honest, sometimes (okay, maybe most of the time) it gets lonely just being home all day with a baby. I wouldn’t trade it for everything but it is hard.

Lots of family around and lots of celebrating meant me eating lots of food and not all of it was great. Sure I ate ten tons of fruit but not sure that counteracted the ten tons of chips. I LOVE chips. And with family around also meant I didn’t get my workouts in. Couple all of that with a baby that is teething, had her first year shots and those have been really rough for her, a fever and a night of being woken up every 30 minutes. Let’s just say things are a little rough around here.

And I have been trying not to stress but am stressing over her lack of desire to eat. She will drink bottles and loves her water bottle but she won’t eat food. She was such a good eater, would eat just about anything we gave her but back in February she had an ear infection and was teething, a cold and a double ear infection and more teething. It was a hard hard month. But since then she isn’t a great eater. And the past week it’s worse. I don’t know if it’s the molars I think are working their way in but most days she won’t eat a thing other than drinking her bottle. Some days I do good and not stress, other days not so good. Any suggestions you have for me on that? We offer her EVERYTHING we can think of and if we do happen to get it in her mouth it is usually spit out…except for chips, goldfish, and Trader Joe’s puffed corn…super nutritious I know…

So while I normally would post today I just don’t have it in me to do much and that is where you come in. I need some feedback. What do you want to hear about? Those of you out there who read this thing, whether you know me or not, what do you want to know…about me, my life, my journey, what I eat, what workouts I do…let me know! I want to be writing about what you want to hear about but in order to do that I need to know what that is! Do you have a favorite recipe or treat that just isn’t the healthiest? Send it my way and let me see if I can revamp it to be just as tasty and a little bit healthier. DISCLAIMER: I said healthier, not 100% healthy…I may be good at making things a little better but I am not a miracle worker! 🙂

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Love you all, hope you have a great weekend. I am off to have a good talking to myself, get some meal planning done so I eat better, figure out a way to get out of this funk where I just feel ugly and fat. Just being honest here, I struggle too. And I feel slightly motivated to cook so maybe I will have another tasty meal for you soon…fingers crossed!!